Monday, July 16, 2007
Hmm.... Saturday was a drag...
As usual Ken and Hon bunk over at my "palace"(Muahahah)....
I got a pair of tickets to harry potter at Suntec 6.30 that day(Saturday), therefore I asked a girl out for a date... all seems well until she told me she got something on....
Then I went to scroll down my list of friends and did some cold calls to female friends (I have not been for a date for a long time, in fact I did not went for a normal date before)....
However, I got rejected until I was numb... There isn't any female friends whom I can go out with alone... Perhaps it was too last min, or perhaps I am just so not impt for them to accompany me...
So I asked Ken to accompany me...*Resulting in an arguement btw him and his girl* Opps =X
My buds are still the best! Cheers to Hons and Ken. My bad!
This is so contridicting. I look like that type of guys who can get alot of girls to go out with me, however reality really hits me down hard, the truth is that I may not look like what you guys thought that I was. *Never judge a book by it's cover*
I should strive for my goals... I am so not gonna give up... I have been telling myself... Do not be affected by all those BGR thing *Se zi tuo shang yi ba dao*
*Every morning I use my tears to wash up*
*Every night I would fill my blood in my cup*
*Every feelings that goes within my innocent mind*
*Love was the only one who turned my blind*
| 12:07 PM
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
I am feeling so down now... I've got nothing to do...I've got nothing to look forward to...I kinda miss her...n her friends...
Felt like a loser again...I think I met my dream girl...
A few things on my mind now:
-I feeling fat...I need to cut down on my weight
-I want to join competition...I really want to make it out there in the entertainment line... I'll give it what ever I can
-Where is my fate...
-I need money...
I am broke now and I have no money for the rest of the months till NS...
SHit I think I shld go down and excercise...
| 3:16 PM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
I don't understand myself... I hate myself for being who I am... I want to change...
I thought that I had it all...everything was building up nicely...one moment it was sunny, yet another moment it turned all greyish... WTF
I really hope I die in Taiwan...Dun grieve for me! Not worth it
| 5:46 PM
Friday, April 20, 2007
I am so freaking broed in the office....
I dunno why ytd I was so fed up with everything... Sorry guys....Maybe I wasn't at a right mind/ mayb it's just lack of sleep....
I am such a nobody... But I want to be a somebody...!!
I am just so freaking jealous...(I'm very easily jealous)...
Can't wait for that letter man... everyone else has recieved their notifcation of when they are goin into NS...
I wan to hurry end it...so that I could work full-time early...
But I have a weird thinking lately..thinking of signing on to air force... reason being I kinda noe that I wun make it big in the corporate world...
I want to be fit... Not more ciggs...less on drinking... and nothing to do with drugs!!! No more gentleman for me though, girls are a must...So I want to be a magnet to attract them!
I am so looking forward for taiwan...
7th May...BTW I would like to organise a gathering within the first week of May...For my bday!!
| 11:43 AM
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Man oh Man....
I felt like a freaking loser...I can't do my job well...I can't seem to manage my deadlines well!thus causing people tostay back because of me....
The more I stay here The more I feel like I am a liability....F-ed How far will I go?
Bear with it?
Till when?....How long can I go!? Does endurance pay off?....
I looked myself in the mirror...And I thought, Who's this?...Why doesn't he do anything right?...
Does this field suit me? Or rather do I even have the quality to work in this field... Sorry for those I have implicate...
Bless you as I wun implicate you all anymore!.... Freaking scary!
| 12:14 PM
Friday, March 16, 2007
damn damn damn...everything is so NOT going smoothly at work...
SKY wake up!!!
| 11:19 PM
Thursday, March 15, 2007
I suddenly felt the urge to key in these data...
I used to think that this world is full of good people...everyone will treat everyone nice ....But sad to say my thinking was crashed....
I used to think that working almost 3 years in a Food & Beverage industry I would be a lil experience in handling people...But my thinking was crashed...
I used to think the comment about me being good looking was true...But my thinking was crashed.
I used to think that I might like guys one day...But my thinking was crashed
(Hahaha..lucky it did not happen)I'm still green...lot to learn...I told myself maybe after this I will be better and able to handle more genre of people....
However I think that it's good....better to learn it now den when I am 40...by the time I will be so hard and stiff....
Still aiming for my powerboat liscene...failed twice....
Happy man for now
(I hope the feeling stays)....*please its not because I have a girl therefore I am happy...
I know you were thinking of it....Smelt that coming...
Cheers!
| 9:43 PM
